“The answers quick and keen, the honest look, the laughter, the love – They are gone. They are gone to feed the roses. Elegant and curted is the blossom. Fragrant is the blossom. I know but I do not approve. More precious was the light in your eyes than all the roses in the world.”
– “Dirge Without Music” by Edna St. Vincent Millay
July 11th marked the 15th Anniversary of the suicide death of Shannon Wilsey, who was better known as the adult actress Savannah. She died at St. Joseph’s Hospital in Burbank, CA at 11:20 am, the victim of a self inflicted gunshot wound. She was 23 years old.
Savannah’s was the first of high profile suicides that rocked the adult industry over the course of that following year. Cal Jammer, (Randy Potts), committedsuicide on Jill Kelly’s front lawn. Alex Jordan (Karen Elizabeth Hughes) was found dead by her best friend and adult actress Summer Knight in a closet where she had hung herself.
Savannah’s death ended the career of the Adult Industry’s first bonafide superstar. No one has ever come close to equalling her. Some would argue that Jenna Jameson surpassed her, however she was merely a Savannah clone who completely lacked charisma, presence, beauty, and character. Every era of the Adult Industry produces its own star. The first was recently deceased Marilyn Chambers.
Some of my favorites are: Seka, Christy Canyon, Sharon Mitchell, Shauna Grant, Jasmine St. Claire, and currently Belladonna. But Persia Monir is an entity unto her own that takes porn to a new level. Not only is she educated and has made a personal choice to be in the adult industry, she is the only star I have seen that can totally disassociate her role in the industry from her personal life. Persia Monir is a true actress and I hope to see her go mainstream in the very near future.
It is my feeling as well that truthis found in what Summer Knight pointed out about Karen Hughes being unable to cope with the realities and pressures of the Adult Industry. Her observation applies also to Colleen Applegate and Shannon Wilsey. All sought to be loved. Each created a persona that began as a dream and ended as a nightmare.
Fans of Adult Actresses do not love real women. They only love a creation, and have little or no sense that Shannon Wilsey was a real person. Savannah was merely a role she played. At some point though Savannah became essentially her dominant personality, and Shannon Wilseyhad diminished. Shortly before her suicide she was dating Pauly Shore. Shore, upon breaking up with her, described her in the context of being a porn star, and stated guys like him attract porn stars like a disease. Defining Shannon in such terms separated her from her true person. Shannon was devastated.
What has always fascinated me about adult actresses is not what they do but rather who they are. Porn is about sex to a degree, but after a certain point, sex becomes boring. Ultimately, it is the persom who fascinates. Or should.
Granted there are many Adult Actresses who are self absorbed, narcissistic bitches, who crave fan attention because they lack any sense of personal identity on an internal level. They are empty, soulless, and attracted to porn fans for vampiric purposes.
However, like Persia Monir, not all Adult Actresses are of this mold. Many others I suspect, would welcome being recognized as people. At the end of the day they are. Each is a person.
Michael Walckter
MWALCKTER2002@gmail.com